saitaina | Musings

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

How do you tell someone you don’t want to work with them anymore, yet still want to be friends and talk about things, in particular things you were working on.

It was easy when I stopped working with Valley, I was ordered by my doctor to cut out the stressors of my life (still working on that…), but this isn’t a stressor (exactly) so much as the project is not going in the direction I would have wanted and it would be easier to desolve the working relationship, yet keep the rest.

Arg! My brain is fuzzy and confused.

I don’t want to hurt her, or put a wedge where it shouldn’t be because for all our faults and mis-matched personalities, we’ve got a good thing going as friends.

I guess it kind of is a stressor, until I figure it out. To bad it’s not like jury duty and I can’t give mum puppy dog eyes until she does it for me.

Heh, wonder if I could get the home health care worker to do it for me when he/she/they show up.

That’s a new thing, I’m getting a home health care worker who will come to the house to clean up after me, make food, take me places, so on and so forth. I’m twenty-six and I’m getting a nursemaid…I feel old.

At least my knee is healing so I’m not laid up in bed as often, though I don’t know how long that’ll last if I keep getting sick.

Edit: Since I know some of my readers glance here and to keep this in a place I actually will remember:

Magician’s Waltz: 17: 20-30% Finished, still sketching fine details
MW Super Secret Project: 1% Finished
“Someone Else’s Story”: Planning Stages
Headless Bingo: 3: On Hold
“Moonlit Shadow”: Planning Stages
Faded Roses: 4: Planning Stages
“Finding Thomas” Chapter One needs an entire re-write
“Echo of Memories”: 70% Complete
“Where’d You Go?”: Planned, just need to get off my arse and write it
“I’m Back”: More planning needed
“Magician’s Deal”: Still trying to convince Jo
“Superman”: Switching to AMV
“Tainted”: On Hold due to lack of ideas
“Tainted: Interlude”: On Hold due to extreame avoidence of Shad
“One Night in Sherwood:” Goddess that’s a crappy title, in planning