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I was watching that new baby panda and the cries reminded me of birthing kittens, you always know where they are because they’re so freaking loud (not fun when the kittens are in your room and you’re trying to sleep).
In other news, mum is trying to track down a police report from last week so she can get her meds refilled. Last week, Adult Protective Services called us and informed us that they recieved an anonymous call that one of our back-up healthcare workers stole medication from us (Clozipan, an anti-anxiety drug that helps mum sleep and premairan, a female hormone mum takes). We informed them we had no idea what they were talking about…until that night, when mum went to fill her medication box for the week and discovered they were in fact, missing. And not just a few pills, but the whole bottles.
No idea why the bitch took the hormones, except that maybe she’s a complete moron and mis-read premarin as percocett (mum’s pain meds).
Anyway, APS informed us to make a police report (required) and so we did…and all but got laughed at by Officer C because the drugs aren’t controled, at the most he could go over there and wag his finger at her. Which makes sense of course, but we still had to report it.
And for almost a week since, mum has been calling everyone she can, to get Officer C to actually file the damn report, as we need that to get her meds re-filled and paid for by Medicare (since she just filled the meds when they were stolen). His supervisor promised to get on his ass to file it, but I’m not holding my breath (we have prior experiance with this officer, he’s one of those guys that…well, frankly makes you disgusted with the police. He’s an arrogant piece of work that gives you the feeling he doesn’t give a damn about the people he meets on his job, which sucks, since a lot of the officers around here are good men (and women) who do care and do their best to help people and he gives the force a bad name.
Right now, mum’s at Urgent Care, trying to get at least some Clozipan samples so she can get some sleep. I’ve been helping her with some of my sleeping pills but they’re not as effective on her and now I’m out, and can’t get a re-fill until September (so yeah, insomnia, I has it).
We also had to get a new main home healthcare worker after out last one flipped the fuck out. See, one of the ‘tasks’ she does it to clean/straighten up the house since mum can’t lift things/bend over due to her back and I can’t move around that much due to the muscle atrophy. So D cleaned the house really well (really, I do not begrudge her that she’s an awsome worker) and then, went on a four day ‘break’ (we usually give the workers four days off a week, so long as they fix us enough meals to get by and do a cleaning before the break).
So she goes on break and discovers…the house is slightly messed up! Not badly, there were some torn papers on the floor that we couldn’t get courtesy of the dog (our new sheltie enjoys tearing shit up, and can reach the counters and trash to it’s always a race to keep things out of his reach), some dishes from the day before we hadn’t gotten to yet, and probably a few things out of place we forgotten/couldn’t put back. Nothing big really.
But D flipped the fuck out and started screaming at us, that she didn’t clean the house just to have us go behind her and screw it all up, that she didn’t deserve or sign up for this (…uh, what the hell does ‘house keeping’ mean to you, woman?), that she wasn’t the maid (no shit, they do a better job) and on, and on, and on.
I admit that I got a bit pissed off this woman was screaming at my mother, and was a bit harsh with my words (no, I don’t remember what I said, but I know my tone was a bit…aggressive), D then turned on me, informing me she ‘didn’t have to take it’ and that ’she could walk out right then’ (I was tempted to tell her that she knows where the door is, but for once I bit my tongue).
I left the room, deciding to remove myself from the situation before it spiraled anymore out of control and went to my room (which, for the record, is on the other end of the house, a hallway and several large rooms away) and I could still hear every word she said clearly, that’s how loud she was.
D went on for about an hour, and at one point brought up the fact that I ’stay in bed all day…” (note: uh, first of all, no shit, that’s part of my disability, not to mention my sprained knee which was on dr’s orders to stay in bed or else, though I have had improvement lately with my movements, even going to the YMCA to swim), “…and that if I was going to waste my life away, I should just curl up and die” (yes, that is what she said, I lost it then and spent quite a bit of the time after that sobbing in a little ball, mostly because she brought up issues I had in the past).
So…mum fired her. Mostly just to get her to shut the fuck up and go away, but seriously, like we’d keep her on after that.
So we have a new worker and I…just can’t let down my guard around this one. I thought D was a great worker and friend and after what she did…I feel utterly betrayed by someone I trusted and don’t feel like I can trust any worker now.
So…that’s about it around here. Onto the meme!
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Okay, seriously, is it that hard to let me order my own damn prints? I put in all the information, splurging a bit (my rent’s getting upped so I’m getting while the getting is good), and after waiting for a weird ass ‘redirecting to page with more secure features’ message…
I get this lovely note:
(yes, that is a connection error image, your browser is not fucking with you).
So now I don’t even know if my order went through! But, I contacted them, so hopefully I’ll know. Sucks, because I probably won’t have the ‘courage’ to order them again and for a full set of 5×7’s of my best images at only $8.50…pretty rocking! *pouts*
And on a more “Real” note (not me bitching…just whining like a baby), mum had another one of her ‘let’s kick Sait out’ moments tonight. This time, she wants to sell the house and move into some sort of mental health ‘assisted living’ place…or something.
She’s tired of never having enough money to pay the bills (between us we make 1800$ a month, our house payment alone is 600$, then we have direct tv, phone, electricity, insurance (house/car), prescripts, food, pet food/supplies, heat (which was shut off), ect, plus loans to Uncle Mike and Grandmere), she’s tired of the house being a disaster because her home healthcare worker is a complete DUMBASS (seriously, ex 1: Mum put a large jar opener that needed to be washed after a year lost in the garage for “Ditzy” (not her real name) to wash…it sat there for three weeks before we got tired of it and washed it ourselves (well, mum did, she she SHOULDEN’T BECAUSE IT’S HEAVY), ex 2, I offered ‘Ditzy’ 60$ this month if she would help me organize my room which was still boxed up and slightly trashed from the room change a month or so ago. She spent two hours sitting there picking the lint off her pants while I worked because she ‘didn’t know where anything went’ (um, duh, that’s why the crap is still in boxes, no one knows where it goes).
Essencially, it’s just a lot of shit piling up at once. And I completely understand where she’s coming from, dude, it’s hard right now, life sucks big time.
But…It’s my home as well. I’m not just a roomate, I’m her fucking daugther (who else would pay 450, now 500$ a month rent for a room and kitchen access?! Plus, without my foodstamps? She ain’t eating.
It’s not just she promised I would never be without a home (which she has, several times, even swearing not to sell this house so I do always have it..but dude, it’s my childhood home! It’s where I grew up!
Plus, emotional issues aside, the house is trashed. The bathtub wall is coming off, it needs to be re-painted, the house stinks from years of smoking and pets who can’t figure out what a literbox is for (don’t even say it, I am doing everything I can, including owning two literboxes, I cannot figure out why Onii finds it repulsive and mus attempt to pee in my room), the front yard is molding (oregon rain + mold loves us), we have a serious ant problem, and there are cracks in the freaking windows (stupid fucking contractor).
The house won’t sell! Not only at a reduce price! Plus, land value around here SUCKS!
So yeah, I’m having a major depression/panic attack about that, on top of the two week depression funk that was so bad I was scared of what I might do to myself. I’m…not in a good space right now, yeah know? I feel as if my whole future is spinning out of control and one day I’m going to wake up and everything’s going to have gone wrong.
Which is probably why it’s 4.06am and I’m awake…can’t sleep, life will eat me. And I have a 2pm eye doctor’s appointment…fuck.
Which reminds me, the doctor (not Jackie, the one before her, Rachita) was AWSOME on Monday. I walked in, ready for a battle to convince him of my arthritis pain and within a sentence he knew exactly what I was on about and gave me meds for it. Apparently, when I had the flu two week ago, my body started attacking my joints, giving me a temporary (hopefully!) form of arthritis. Have to take a fuck lot a pills for it, but thankfully it’s not continuous!
He so rocked that appointment! I feel bad for every mean thing I said about him…and now he’s MOVING! I have to attempt to find another new GP or stay with the quack, Jackie, who can’t even remember my name…either of them! *sobs*
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I have to answer the following questions about the Sherlock Holmes, Mists of Avalon and Kim Possible fandoms:
1. What got you into this fandom in the first place?
2. Do you think you’ll stay in this fandom or eventually move on?
3. Favorite episodes/books/movies, etc?
4. Do you participate in this fandom (fanfiction, graphics, discussions)?
5. Do you think more people should get into this fandom?
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(for some reason, this was posted wrong on my main blog, so here you all go!)
Stolen from Icka
Guidelines:
1. Put your iTunes mp3 player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your next answer.
3. You must write that song name down no matter how outrageous it sounds!
4. Tag 10 friends who might enjoy doing the game as well as the person you got the note from. (do as ye like)
IF SOMEONE SAYS, “IS THIS OKAY” YOU SAY?
“Running up That Hill” Kate Bush
It doesn’t hurt me…
WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
“Stuck in a Moment” - U2
I’m not afraid, of anything in this world
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
5TH Symphony Tech remix - Beethoven
It’s classical, there is no first line
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE’S PURPOSE?
“Unfaithful” - Unknown
Story of my life, searching for the right…
WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
“Halloween, Techno Mix” - Unknown
again, classical
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
“I Will Buy You a New Life” - Everclear
Here is the money that I owe you
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN?
Vampire Will Never Hurt You - My Chemical Romance
And if they get me and the sun goes down…
WHAT IS 2+2?
Math Sucks - Jimmy Buffett
If necessity is the mother of invention…
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
“Grown-Up Christmas List” - Amy Grant
Do you remember me, I sat upon your knee…
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
“Come on, Com on” - Smashmouth
Walking out of the door, I’m on my way
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
“Lolipop” - Auqua
I am the candyman, coming from bounty land… (maybe I should leave off the pedi works?)
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
“Youth of the Nation” - POD
Last day of the rest of my life, wish I’d known so I’d have kissed my mother good-bye.
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
“Give ‘em Hell Kid” - My Chemical Romance
I took a train outta New Orleans and they shot me full of ephedrine.
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
“It’s Five O’clock Somewhere” - Alan Jackson and Jimmy Buffett
The sun is hot and that ol’ clock is moving slow, and so am I.
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
“Stupid Girls” - Pink
Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back, porno-paparatzi girls.
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
“I Write Sins, Not Tragedies” - Panic! at the Disco
Well, now imagine, I’m pacing the pews in a church corridor… (would have been better for the wedding one *grins*)
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
“He went to Paris” - Jimmy Buffett
He went to Paris, looking for answers, to questions that bothered him so.
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
“Cemetary Drive” - My Chemical Romance
This night, of the damned… (I’m sorry! It’s getting stuck on MCR and Buffett)
WHAT’S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
“You’ll Be in My Heart” - Phil Collins
Just stop your crying, it’ll be alright,
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
“Hanging by a Moment” - Lifehouse
Desperate for changing, starving for chills, I’m closer to where I started, then hanging out with you.
WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Mega Mix - Auqua
Come on, Barbie, Let’s go party (I now regret ever letting anyone know I like that song)
WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
“Drowning Lessons” - My Chemical Romance
Without a sound, I took her down…
WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
“Bad Boy” - Unknown
Remember the feelings, remember the day, my stone heart was breaking, my love ran away.
WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
“Paradise by the Dashboard Light” - Meatloaf
Well I remember everything as if I happened only yesterday…
WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
“It Was Just the Tequila Talking” - Lonestar
I thought about that conversation, that I had with you last night…”
DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
“What it’s Like” - Everclear
We’ve all seen men at the liquor store begging for your change…”
IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
“Someone Else’s Story” - Chess the Musical
Long ago, in someone else’s lifetime, someone with my name, who looked a lot like me…
WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
“You Don’t Even Know Who I Am” - Patty Loveless
She left the car, in driveway…
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
“Moonlight Shadow” - Mike Oldsefield
The last, ever she saw him, carried away by a moonlight shadow
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► Pick up to 15 OTPs.
► Describe them in less than (or equal to) 15 words.
► Have your flist guess the OTP.
► ????
► PROFIT.
1. Two sides of the same whole - Sora/Roxas (Kingdom Hearts) (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif){kind=small}
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2. Hero-worship and courage
3. Fire and Light - Axel/Roxas (Kingdom Hearts) (joisbishmyoga)
4. Two sides of the law - Sherlock Holmes/Arsene Lupin (joisbishmyoga
5. A detective and a thief - Saguru/Kaito (Detective Conan/Magic Kaito) (calliopepurple
6. They don’t get each other, but they’ll always be there for each other.
7. He followed the other through the darkness and the light. - Sora/Riku (Kingdom Hearts) (joisbishmyoga
8. Twelve men in one castle - Organization XIII (Kingdom Hearts) (joisbishmyoga)
9. Pride, music, money
10. A replacement and a rival
joisbishmyogajoisbishmyogajoisbishmyogajoisbishmyoga 
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Give me a character from any fandom (that I write) or original work of mine, and I will talk about what he or she or it is like in bed.
Fandom List:
Kingdom Hearts (all)
Detective Conan/Magic Kaito
Harry Potter
Yu-Gi-Oh
Original Works (Morica Family, Finding Thomas, Vlad)
Sherlock Holmes
Arsene Lupin
Gravitation
 Dear Santa...Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! In June I stole bandwidth_limit's purse (-30 points). Last week I donated bone marrow to vampirella_sama in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In January I gave sanitiesend a kidney (1000 points). In May I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last Monday stasia and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Overall, I've been nice (1144 points). For Christmas I deserve a pony! Sincerely, |
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After several months of writing and editing, I FINALLY finished my Yaoi Writer’s Meme for deviantart.
For some reason the ‘information’ parts took longer then the story snipets (which feature Seto/Yami from YGO, Saguru/Kaito (from Magic Kaito) and Axel/Roxas (from Kingdom Hearts II).
So go check it out if you’re bored!
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Since apparently I need to improve my typing and speed (apparently reading fanfiction and playing games doesn’t do shit for said skills *beams*), I’m starting some blogging tools, such as Friday Fives and other things…they will be marked for easy skipping.
( Friday Fives )
The Daily Meme:
And today’s daily meme is: 
( The Daily Meme )
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