Just stop, damnit

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

We lost two kittens out of the five born, and now it looks like we may lose the mother (Eiri-kun) while the three left are still only two weeks.

That would mean losing six cats because we’ve never had good luck hand nursing kittens, not to mention they probably have the same virus as theother three.

I’ve been so worn down from my new medicine regimin that I don’t feel like I have any emotions besides exaustion. My doctor wants to raise my meds 150mgs over what I’m already taking and I barley function as it is. I told her this and she basically ignored it and perscribed what she wanted to, and not what I knew would work.

I just want to sleep but if I keep sleeping I won’t do anything but.

I’m so tired I can’t even cry.