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I'm going home Sunday, finally paying $500 I don't have for the tickets. I feel very broken inside and wish it was Monday already so it would be over.

There's a lot of stuff going on here and a lot of stuff going on in OR and I just want it all to go away so I can stop crying. I want to be happy again, but that's going to be a long time coming.

also, it kind of hurts when someone says "It's time for you to leave", while you're in the middle of sobbing your broken little heart out.