Words you never want to hear after sugery...

[saitaina]

"It could be cancer"--Dr. Nguen, my gastroenterologist.

But I heard those words today while staring at pictures of my throat, looking at discoloration so visible even my untrained eye could see it. He took a biopsy, no results (obviously), but I'm still scared.

The funny bit...the entire time I was out, I drempt of Harry Potter.

I got stuck 16 times while they tried to find an IV. I still hurt.

I think I might go curl up in bed. Still tired...nausious, and worried.

Comments

[aome.livejournal.com]

It's Plu - just sending major hugs and prayers/vibes for positive outcome.

[saitaina]

Thanks Plu. *hugs*

[pinkfinity.livejournal.com]

Hon, all my hugs and prayers are with you. : crosses fingers for good news.

Keep us posted?

[saitaina]

Always darling. *hugs*

[thegraybook.livejournal.com]

So sorry...am sure it will turn out fine, dear.

[saitaina]

We're hoping. But still, until you hear for sure your brain works overtime trying to figure everything out.

Mer...

[gwendolyngrace.livejournal.com]

Sending good thoughts your way....

Fingers crossed for the best for you, dear. Hugs, virtual chocolate (it's nonallergenic and nonfattening, too!), and don't worry - we all dream in the Potterverse now and then, even without the excuse of drugs....

Re: Mer...

[saitaina]

*hugs love*

And very true on the dreams of Potter. I usually get them after reading fanfiction before bed...was just funny I was thinking of Zelda the whole way there and drempt of Harry.

Re: Mer...

[gwendolyngrace.livejournal.com]

BTW, I lurve the icon! May I snag it?

Re: Mer...

[saitaina]

Have it.

Re: Mer...

[gwendolyngrace.livejournal.com]

Whee! Thanks.

[macloudt.livejournal.com]

{{{{{great big schnoogle}}}}}

[saitaina]

*big schnoogles back*

[sheryll.livejournal.com]

Am sending good vibes and lots of hugs in your direction. Keep us posted.

[saitaina]

Will do, thanks for the vibes and the hugs *hug*

Oh, hon...

[stasia]

Well, you know there are more hugs here if you need them. Hang on tight and let us know what's going on, 'kay?

Stasia

Re: Oh, hon...

[saitaina]

Of course I will and *hugs*

[hailebop.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry. It must all be very frigtening. Your in my thoughts. *Hugs*

Hailey

[saitaina]

*hugs*