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saitainaI feel constantly high...drugged.
It's not the happy "Life is great and happy' drugged, but the foggy, dreamscape, dear god make it stop I just want to focus drugged that makes you want to cry because it Won't. Go. Away.
I've stopped all of my medications and it's not fading so it's not those, I'm eating less (bad, I know) but eating doesn't fix it so it's not the hypoglycimia...I just want to be awake...focusable. This is driving me insane because it's intrfearing with my life, I can't read, I can't watch tv, I can barely pay attention to Chris the few times we're able to get together online...I can't even sit here and focus on this post without my mind wandering into ether.
*falls over* go away groggy drugged feeling, I want my life back.
It's not the happy "Life is great and happy' drugged, but the foggy, dreamscape, dear god make it stop I just want to focus drugged that makes you want to cry because it Won't. Go. Away.
I've stopped all of my medications and it's not fading so it's not those, I'm eating less (bad, I know) but eating doesn't fix it so it's not the hypoglycimia...I just want to be awake...focusable. This is driving me insane because it's intrfearing with my life, I can't read, I can't watch tv, I can barely pay attention to Chris the few times we're able to get together online...I can't even sit here and focus on this post without my mind wandering into ether.
*falls over* go away groggy drugged feeling, I want my life back.
