For once…good news (kinda)

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

 She got her court papers…they look bad. Then again, threatening cops with a knfie does that.

They “discovered’ she’s bipolar but I could have told them that. I have it to a mild degree, grandmere has it (more mild), she’s the one between us so it’s pretty given she has it.

Now she just needs to learn to live with it, either through meds or like me, through coping skills. It’s been nearly ten years since my last sucide attempt or cutting episode so maybe I can give her some of my tools to help her deal with the down swings (though, they dont’ work for everyone, I am hopeful they will work for her).

She goes to court Friday so we’ll know more then.

Also, I got a job, I now have mum’s job of watching the monsters. Which sucks because I hate nanning and enjoyed being an ‘in case of emergency” person and not the fulltime one.

Oh well! It’ll cover that damn car payment and once that’s done (only 2,000$ more to go, only 2,000$ more to go…) I can quit and we can move on with life without worry.

I need to take a day of meditation and relaxation soon to destress and get rid of that knot of stuff in my stomach. Maybe I’ll take tomorrow so I’ll be relaxed for when I have the kids, I shall think upon it.