*headdesk x a million*

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Mum just got fired from her nanning job because her boss no longer trusts her around the kids.

Lady we’ve been working for you for five fucking years and in that time we went through hell to get your kids to be responsible human beings and not the monsters we were originally hired to sit on.  Fuck you if you think we would do ANYTHING to endager those children.  I  almost had the state take them away from YOU because you were abusing and neglecting them!

And to piss me off more, she told her WHILE my mother was in the fucking hospital!  I had to deal with a sobbing mother whose flipping out over paying out bills more then getting better.

Which yes, I will conceed we now have a problem.  Our gas has already been shut off, I have NO idea how we’re going to swing getting tht turned back on as well as her car payment (fuck you Uncle Mike for not just writing the last 2,000 off you millionared jackass who does this this to my mother and then bitches about me living here!), let alone the normal bills like electric, phone, water (which we’re behind in as well) and that.

It’s going to be a fucking cold, lonely winter this year.

This is so going to eat into my anxiety disorder until I end up in a bed next to her, serously.  There is no way we can swing these bills without that extra money.

fuckfuckfuckfuck…FUCK!

If we could just get that damn car paid off, we could cover everything else, but that carpayment sucks yet another couple hundred that we DON’T HAVE ANYMORE (bitchcow boss *growls*) so now we can’t pay it and I can’t budget it in!  ARGH.

*stares at the numbers*  I wonder if I could sell my liver…seriously.

Ughna.  I think I’m going to go curl up and cry like a baby.