*cries*

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Ugh! This is a bad, bad month! Well, Febuary was a bad month, March is starting out…intresting.

First I get sick, then I get better, discover I’m behind in everything I wanted to do, go to do those things…and my website server crashes, deleting my site and everything I had been working on since early January which adds MORE to my plate since they can’t recover it.

*bangs head*

I understand server crashes and fuck ups, so I can’t bitch (and they ARE going to attempt to retreive my site from the server, it’ll just take a while), So all I can do is patiently wait for them to give me a final verdict before rebuilding what I need to and then moving on to the to-do list I had before the server died which is growing longer as I wait.

And while dealing with this mess, I’ve been neglecting friend and responiblities to other people, which makes me feel worse because I want to finish those obligations, especially to Valley whom I have a long standing agreement with and don’t want to let down and…

I haven’t talked to my boyfriend in two weeks and want to cry because I want to see him but he’s busy and I’m sick and busy and I know the second I get a chance to open and email, sit down and type…I’m just going to burst into tears because I feel so run down and ragged and like th worlds most horrible girlfriend for neglecting him while I delt with a stupid site (well, and neglecting him while I was sick in bed but in my defense my fever was 101, I wasn’t allowed out of bed to type.

There IS a silver lining though, I’m finally doing something I’ve wanted to for a while and buying my own domain name. That way I can have my trading card site, graphics stuff (avatars mostly) and my fanfiction and original stories all in one location (instead of where they are now, split between five or so sites).

Mum chose the name: www.moricia.com (not yet bought or active, though will be later this month when Kevin stops playing with the servers).

Any opinions on the domain name? (and yes, malfoy.com was a choice but discarded since I didn’t want to fight WB over rights to my own name).

And I’m still a rotten girlfriend.