God Damnit!

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Yes mother, it’s perfectly fine if we don’t go see a movie I EARNED by being nice to my GRANDMOTHER who was insulting not only my choice in lifestyle but that of the person I happen to be in love with (and thank you SO much for telling her ALL about that…). Sure, I’m willing to wait until an unspecified day which, knowing my fucking luck, especially with this movie, is going to be out of theatres and unviewable for monthes at a time. Of course I’m oh so willing to sit here happy as a clam while you once more fuck around my plans, the second time you’ve done this, this week, by the way (yeah, I’m talking about the fifty dollar gift card instead of the fifty bucks for my tattoo, lady, I’m still pissed about that idea)…

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WHY THE FUCK DO I EVEN BOTHER?!

Honestly, I’m sooo glad my freaking plans and life are so easily changable to you! Please, let me know when I can go back to deciding things on my own and be sure to return my brain to me when you do because I don’t know WHY the fuck it decided to be nice and let you take away a trip I had been looking forward to since Chrsitmas to go see MY current favorite movie which I barley got to see opening night because I had the flu and was almost pressed nose to nose with the damn screen.

I completly understand you’re having a bad week and want to relax but you PROMISED we would go Friday, I arranged my whole god damn scheulde around this just so I could go, I changed my sleep pattern, my pills, my LIFE for this damn movie!

Thanks mom…really. Remind me to return the favor next chance I get.