saitaina | Dreamscape

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I just had..in incredibly sweet and uplifting dream. The feelings it provoked and tried to leave me with are so intense and wonderous that I can’t stop smiling even with a roarng headache.

It’s as if all my desires, all my wishes, all my questions and the awnsers I wanted were laid bare in one three hour play. It focused on current events in my life and made them all…seem less hellish…less emotionally numbing. In fact, everything fell into place perfectly.

To bad reality was such a harsh mistress to wake up to…to realize it all was a dream, a product of my mind and will always be that way.

But I still smile, thinking back on those breif moments of happiness, where everything was perfect.

For those intrested, the dream was simple: On Christmas morning I got a ring. From Him. Other issues were involved but aren’t important as they all went along the same theme….and then he decided to run for President and we nearly got thrown out of a political convention for being too outspoke (yeah that’s where the dream started getting weird).