Welcome to my Nightmare

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I just had a flashback to my childhood as I was awoken from a dead sleep to find
two of douglas county’s finest boys in brown taking my mother
away.

Tomorrow mum was going to volintarily commit herself for evaluation
but I guess Grandmere’s been giving her so much shit that the police had to take
her tonight, I couldn’t understand her well (me just waking up, her upset and
talking too fast).

All I know is I just watched her drive away in a squad
car and felt eleven again. There are pros and cons to being older now. Pro is I
won’t have some crack job babysitter, and con is that I’m old enough to truly
understand this shit now.

And we’re a lazy county, if they actually sent
TWO officers (we don’t have patrol cars with partners) then it was some serious
shit I was sleeping through.

I have to babysit Grandmere tomorrow during
her eye surgery. I got chastized by the cop for telling mum I’d rather drown her
in the river. At least mum understood what I meant. Grandmere may be blood
related to me but you mess with my mummy and you’re not likely to have me be
happy….or be unhurt if you’re not a seventy year old lady.

So now I’m
alone again…

Feels cold.