saitaina | Am I…

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

the only one who upon day dreaming of their crush things about the way things COULD be? Like dates…sex…and maybe, somedays, marrage and kids and just…life.

I feel like some love sick teenage day dreaming about the hot quarterback.

But I can’t stop it. I’ll just be sitting here doodling and suddenly realize I’m doodling his name and have been spending the past five minutes in mental fantasy land.

I guess it’s okay to fantasize…I mean, it makes me smile. But it’s also embaressing. Like it’s wrong to do considering we’re just friends.

*sigh*

But he IS fun to fantasize about.

Also, when does a crush, stop being a crush. Is there a magick moment when it becomes something more? Or is it a crush forever until feelings are returned?