Going Home…

[saitaina]

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

After only almost three weeks in Philly..I’ve decided it’s time to go home. Nearly three monthes early.

I can’t stay here, when I’m constantly ready to scream or cry. I miss my mother, my room, my pig-pig, my Sasha…I miss the trees, the roses, the annoying neighbors. Hell I even miss my Grandmere and the Terror Twins and I detest them.

I miss the trees and rivers of Oregon, I miss…everything.

So sometime the second week of July, I will be flying home, to return to my life, and relax. I know I’m making the right decision…just as I know I’m tearing my best friend apart by choosing to leave before her wedding. But I can’t stay on here, when I’m missing home so badly I’m becoming physically ill.

I just have to wornder…how bad a person am I, to hurt my friend this way…