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That's it. I quit. I'm done. I'm tired of this war and it's over. This little fighter is packing her bags and going home. The fandom I once loved it turning into a war ground and I'm done with it. I will not stand and listen to any more crap from either/any side. I don't care who you are but I won't hear it.

Who would have though a children't book could provoke such...idiotic messures. Hacking,flaming, stupid fights....all of it iis childish and pathetic and I'm through. I left the BTVS fandom when it became the American's vs everyone else and now I leave Harry Potter for it being us against everyone else. It's sad. I made a lot of good friends here...no I haven't actually. I'm still invisible but at least here I can pretend.

I had hopped that this would be the fandom I wouldn't leave. That I wouldn't get sick of the way everyone treated each other but maybe I'm just sick of the whole human race right now. If this is how we act to those we like...how will we respond to those we don't?

I will of course, continue to write fiction (bloody bunnies won't let me drop out without those) and I will fufill my duties as an elf to HPFGU but beyond that, I'm not sure how much stomahe I can lend to doing anything else.

Well now that I've done my "I'm leaving bit" let me say my piece before I go. The Harry Potter fandom is filled with petty, idiotic, stuck up people who would do better standing in front of a mirror making love to themselves then to be online. It's also filled with warm, funny, sweet and caring people whom I will cherish knowing. I will miss a great deal more of you then I wish to but the time as come for me to save my bacon before it gets fried.

So to all of those I concider a friend (I actually had a list here but I kept forgetting names to take a wild guess if you're one), I will miss you. And who knows, I might see you again, in that far distant space known as chat.

To everyone else, go suck my big toe...and mind the polish it's still wet.

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Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

That’s it. I quit. I’m done. I’m tired of this war and it’s over. This little fighter is packing her bags and going home. The fandom I once loved it turning into a war ground and I’m done with it. I will not stand and listen to any more crap from either/any side. I don’t care who you are but I won’t hear it.

Who would have though a children’t book could provoke such…idiotic messures. Hacking,flaming, stupid fights….all of it iis childish and pathetic and I’m through. I left the BTVS fandom when it became the American’s vs everyone else and now I leave Harry Potter for it being us against everyone else. It’s sad. I made a lot of good friends here…no I haven’t actually. I’m still invisible but at least here I can pretend.

I had hopped that this would be the fandom I wouldn’t leave. That I wouldn’t get sick of the way everyone treated each other but maybe I’m just sick of the whole human race right now. If this is how we act to those we like…how will we respond to those we don’t?

I will of course, continue to write fiction (bloody bunnies won’t let me drop out without those) and I will fufill my duties as an elf to HPFGU but beyond that, I’m not sure how much stomahe I can lend to doing anything else.

Well now that I’ve done my “I’m leaving bit” let me say my piece before I go. The Harry Potter fandom is filled with petty, idiotic, stuck up people who would do better standing in front of a mirror making love to themselves then to be online. It’s also filled with warm, funny, sweet and caring people whom I will cherish knowing. I will miss a great deal more of you then I wish to but the time as come for me to save my bacon before it gets fried.

So to all of those I concider a friend (I actually had a list here but I kept forgetting names to take a wild guess if you’re one), I will miss you. And who knows, I might see you again, in that far distant space known as chat.

To everyone else, go suck my big toe…and mind the polish it’s still wet.

Quizzies

(did you know if you put three Harry Potter bandaids on your amr they look like funky bracelets? hehe, sorry, onto the pictures)

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Quizzies

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

(did you know if you put three Harry Potter bandaids on your amr they look like funky bracelets? hehe, sorry, onto the pictures)

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Survey

Profession: Student. (again!)
Height5'4" I was once called an evil pixi
Distinguishing marks: Scars
Allergies:Dogs/Trees/Crab grass/red ants
A smell that makes you pause: My house
A taste that makes you melt: Red roses
A hobby that occupies your time: Writing, roleplaying, my second novel, Jack the ripper, obsessing over cute gay guys, acting
A city you'd like to visit: San Francisco (again)/Paris/London/DC/NY/LA/
A country you'd like to explore: Ireland/France/England/Scotland/Greece/Most middle easter countrys/Eygpt
A drink you order most often:Strawberry Wine
A delicious dessert: Chocolate
Books you highly recommend:All
The music you prefer while alone:Anything, mostly pop
A film you could watch over and over: Princess Diary, 10th Kingdom
Your favorite time of the day: 3 am
Your favorite place to sit at home: On the bed (which is actually the sofa)
You live in a: n Apartment
Your transportation:Red 1990 Buick with a little girl decal that matches my car perfectly
Your approximate annual income:Too little to care
When you sleep, you wear: A tshirt and sweats or nothing (which scares the hell out of my neighbors
Things you like to buy:Harry Potter merchandise
If you could afford it at this moment, you would buy: Fairy chess set
You collect: HP merchandise/porcilin dolls/Christmas Angels/Legolas/postcards/cats/bottles
Your strangest possession: A gizmo doll in a dress
Your most expensive possession:HP collection
What would your reaction be if your spouse or partner cheated on you: Invite the other person over for a nice dinner and an orgy
My religion: Christian Wiccan
Views of the world: Fucked up piece of shit
Do you believe in God?: Yes
What religion were you raised with: Athiest and Lutherin
How you picture the end of the world?:It will come like a theif in the night if it comes at all
Does life exist on other planets?: Without question.
Have they made contact with us: Why? We're all idiots
Do you believe we come from Adam and Eve: Only if Monkey one was named adam and monkey two was named eve
Do you believe in astrology: When it suits me.
Do you read your horoscope: occasionally
Have you ever been treated by a psychotherapist: Yes but got kicked out for being irrisponsible
If reincarnation does exist, you'd like to come back as: Male
Opinions...
The right to have an abortion: Yes.
The right to own guns:yes
The death penalty: Murder is murder
Legalization of drugs: Yes
Equal rights for homosexuals: Without question.
The practice of premarital sex: If your ready then you should do it, who cares.
The minimum punishment for those who molest children: Life.
The minimum punishment for those who rape: Same again.
You would fight in a war if: I'm against war of all forms
The environmental issue that concerns you most: *shrugs*

Survey

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Profession: Student. (again!)
Height5′4″ I was once called an evil pixi
Distinguishing marks: Scars
Allergies:Dogs/Trees/Crab grass/red ants
A smell that makes you pause: My house
A taste that makes you melt: Red roses
A hobby that occupies your time: Writing, roleplaying, my second novel, Jack the ripper, obsessing over cute gay guys, acting
A city you’d like to visit: San Francisco (again)/Paris/London/DC/NY/LA/
A country you’d like to explore: Ireland/France/England/Scotland/Greece/Most middle easter countrys/Eygpt
A drink you order most often:Strawberry Wine
A delicious dessert: Chocolate
Books you highly recommend:All
The music you prefer while alone:Anything, mostly pop
A film you could watch over and over: Princess Diary, 10th Kingdom
Your favorite time of the day: 3 am
Your favorite place to sit at home: On the bed (which is actually the sofa)
You live in a: n Apartment
Your transportation:Red 1990 Buick with a little girl decal that matches my car perfectly
Your approximate annual income:Too little to care
When you sleep, you wear: A tshirt and sweats or nothing (which scares the hell out of my neighbors
Things you like to buy:Harry Potter merchandise
If you could afford it at this moment, you would buy: Fairy chess set
You collect: HP merchandise/porcilin dolls/Christmas Angels/Legolas/postcards/cats/bottles
Your strangest possession: A gizmo doll in a dress
Your most expensive possession:HP collection
What would your reaction be if your spouse or partner cheated on you: Invite the other person over for a nice dinner and an orgy
My religion: Christian Wiccan
Views of the world: Fucked up piece of shit
Do you believe in God?: Yes
What religion were you raised with: Athiest and Lutherin
How you picture the end of the world?:It will come like a theif in the night if it comes at all
Does life exist on other planets?: Without question.
Have they made contact with us: Why? We’re all idiots
Do you believe we come from Adam and Eve: Only if Monkey one was named adam and monkey two was named eve
Do you believe in astrology: When it suits me.
Do you read your horoscope: occasionally
Have you ever been treated by a psychotherapist: Yes but got kicked out for being irrisponsible
If reincarnation does exist, you’d like to come back as: Male
Opinions…
The right to have an abortion: Yes.
The right to own guns:yes
The death penalty: Murder is murder
Legalization of drugs: Yes
Equal rights for homosexuals: Without question.
The practice of premarital sex: If your ready then you should do it, who cares.
The minimum punishment for those who molest children: Life.
The minimum punishment for those who rape: Same again.
You would fight in a war if: I’m against war of all forms
The environmental issue that concerns you most: *shrugs*

Sex Test

In your life, you'll have sex with 21 people!
0 of them will be female
19 of them will be male
And you will actually love 2 of them!
As you get older, your tastes will change drastically.

Can we say slut?

Sex Test

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

In your life, you’ll have sex with 21 people!
0 of them will be female
19 of them will be male
And you will actually love 2 of them!
As you get older, your tastes will change drastically.

Can we say slut?

(no subject)

scared now....-

The name of Amanda has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the "life of the party," while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You could experience sensitivity in the heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, causing tuberculosis, asthma, or depletion of your energies.

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Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

scared now….-

The name of Amanda has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life–music and art, literature, drama–and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You sense and feel much that you do not understand, and sometimes you are alarmed at your thoughts and wonder about their origin. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. At times, you are very inspired, desiring to be with people and to entertain others as the “life of the party,” while at other times you are aloof and choose to remove yourself entirely from association. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts. You could experience sensitivity in the heart, lungs, or bronchial organs, causing tuberculosis, asthma, or depletion of your energies.

(no subject)

Because I am pathetic I will now post a nother survey...someone buy me a life...please!


About 15 years ago I ...

... was 6 years old.

... was still under the delusion that life was cool

... had a crush on Scott

... watching Smurfs (I still know the theme song)

... was reading more then my age group should

About 10 years ago I ...

... was 11 years old.

...Wanted to die

... moved to Oregon

... found out the people in a whole other state could hate me

... had my second trip to the mental asylm...excuse me, hospital

About 5 years ago I ...

... was 16 years old.

... was no longer a virgin.

... was engaged

... left school

...was raped

About 2 years ago I ...

... was 19 years old.

... thought Harry Potter was for little kids. *grin*

...was a BTVS devote

...wrote my first novel

...quit college

About 1 year ago I ...

... was living with my mother and 7 cats

... came out to my local newspaper (unintentionally!)

...working for UACT as a stage manager

...found out that it is possible to get crushes on the wrong guy

... got my apartment

Today I ...

...caught up with lives of those I care about

... Left the HP fandom (sorta)

... relived memories

... FINALLY got over the most horrible four days of illness that almost landed me in the hospital

...discovered that life is crap but I'm willing to live it (unlike last week when I wanted to die)

Tomorrow I will ...

... go back to living life

... get out of the house

... see LoTR for the third time

... eat something besides pasta and sandwitches

...finish "The Longest Night"

Five items I have brand loyalty to ...

... The Internet

...Wild Cherry Pepsi

...Tony's Pizza

...Ciggarettes (shush)

... Kool-Aide

Five snacks I enjoy ...

... Kettle Chips

... Cookies

...Cottage Cheese

...Fries (baked as I'm scared of frying anything on my stove)

... orange juice.

Five songs you know the words to, even without the

music ... (Only FIVE?)

... God Help the Outcasts -Bette Middler

... Dont' Laugh at Me - Er..hehe *shrugs*

... Was I Even There?- Trip Cyclone (Shivers 2)

... God Bless America

...Time of your life (Good Riddance)-Green Day



Five Games I like ...

... American McGee's Alice (Obessed)

... The Sims

...Shivers 2

...Myst and it's sequals (I'm obsessed with this)

... 7th Guest and 11th Hour


Five things I would buy with one thousand dollars ...

... A ticket to PA

... a ticket to NY

... A ticket to the HP convention

... A ticket to London

...A ticket to Paris

Top five musicians lately ...

... Creed

... P.O.D

... Cher.

... Pink

... Fuel

Top five locations I want to run away to ...

... Paris

... London

... PA

... LA

... Athens

Five bad habits of mine ... I am ...

... narsassistic

... lazy.

... Slytherin.

... a sociopath

... oversensitive.

Five people currently on my bad side and why ...

...J for being gay and thus not intrested in me

... A for the same reason

... Several people for not noticing me

... my mother for thinking I can handle everything

... The entire fucking human race who think that fighting and death is GOOD

Five things I'd never wear ...

... heels

...plaid

... brght pink

... I *heart* Osama Bin Laudin

...I *heart* war

Five animals I like ...

... kitties.

... jaguars

... panthars

... Lions

... cheetas

Five TV shows I like ...

... BTVS

... CSI

... The New Detectives

... Law and Order

... People's court

Five Icecream flavours I fucking adore ...

...Mint and Chip

... Chocolate Fudge Brownie

... Chocolate Fudge

... Anything with chocolate

... Vanilla

Five causes I particularly value...

... Gay rights

... PAWS International (The rescue and rehabilitation of unwanted, uncared for or otherwise neglected animals, started by me. A no kill shelter that provides a home for any animal as well as addoption. Our special focus is providing shelter to pets of domestic abuse)

... Pagan Rights.

... Stoping Domestic Violence

... Diabities research

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Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

Because I am pathetic I will now post a nother survey…someone buy me a life…please!

About 15 years ago I …

… was 6 years old.

… was still under the delusion that life was cool

… had a crush on Scott

… watching Smurfs (I still know the theme song)

… was reading more then my age group should

About 10 years ago I …

… was 11 years old.

…Wanted to die

… moved to Oregon

… found out the people in a whole other state could hate me

… had my second trip to the mental asylm…excuse me, hospital

About 5 years ago I …

… was 16 years old.

… was no longer a virgin.

… was engaged

… left school

…was raped

About 2 years ago I …

… was 19 years old.

… thought Harry Potter was for little kids. *grin*

…was a BTVS devote

…wrote my first novel

…quit college

About 1 year ago I …

… was living with my mother and 7 cats

… came out to my local newspaper (unintentionally!)

…working for UACT as a stage manager

…found out that it is possible to get crushes on the wrong guy

… got my apartment

Today I …

…caught up with lives of those I care about

… Left the HP fandom (sorta)

… relived memories

… FINALLY got over the most horrible four days of illness that almost landed me in the hospital

…discovered that life is crap but I’m willing to live it (unlike last week when I wanted to die)

Tomorrow I will …

… go back to living life

… get out of the house

… see LoTR for the third time

… eat something besides pasta and sandwitches

…finish “The Longest Night”

Five items I have brand loyalty to …

… The Internet

…Wild Cherry Pepsi

…Tony’s Pizza

…Ciggarettes (shush)

… Kool-Aide

Five snacks I enjoy …

… Kettle Chips

… Cookies

…Cottage Cheese

…Fries (baked as I’m scared of frying anything on my stove)

… orange juice.

Five songs you know the words to, even without the

music … (Only FIVE?)

… God Help the Outcasts -Bette Middler

… Dont’ Laugh at Me - Er..hehe *shrugs*

… Was I Even There?- Trip Cyclone (Shivers 2)

… God Bless America

…Time of your life (Good Riddance)-Green Day

Five Games I like …

… American McGee’s Alice (Obessed)

… The Sims

…Shivers 2

…Myst and it’s sequals (I’m obsessed with this)

… 7th Guest and 11th Hour

Five things I would buy with one thousand dollars …

… A ticket to PA

… a ticket to NY

… A ticket to the HP convention

… A ticket to London

…A ticket to Paris

Top five musicians lately …

… Creed

… P.O.D

… Cher.

… Pink

… Fuel

Top five locations I want to run away to …

… Paris

… London

… PA

… LA

… Athens

Five bad habits of mine … I am …

… narsassistic

… lazy.

… Slytherin.

… a sociopath

… oversensitive.

Five people currently on my bad side and why …

…J for being gay and thus not intrested in me

… A for the same reason

… Several people for not noticing me

… my mother for thinking I can handle everything

… The entire fucking human race who think that fighting and death is GOOD

Five things I’d never wear …

… heels

…plaid

… brght pink

… I *heart* Osama Bin Laudin

…I *heart* war

Five animals I like …

… kitties.

… jaguars

… panthars

… Lions

… cheetas

Five TV shows I like …

… BTVS

… CSI

… The New Detectives

… Law and Order

… People’s court

Five Icecream flavours I fucking adore …

…Mint and Chip

… Chocolate Fudge Brownie

… Chocolate Fudge

… Anything with chocolate

… Vanilla

Five causes I particularly value…

… Gay rights

… PAWS International (The rescue and rehabilitation of unwanted, uncared for or otherwise neglected animals, started by me. A no kill shelter that provides a home for any animal as well as addoption. Our special focus is providing shelter to pets of domestic abuse)

… Pagan Rights.

… Stoping Domestic Violence

… Diabities research

Shush

I'm starting to think I should stop taking these, I get the same response.....na..

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Shush

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I’m starting to think I should stop taking these, I get the same response…..na..

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