*headdesk*
Jun. 23rd, 2007 04:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saitainaI've discovered a pitfall to being a writer....I'm a chicken.
I'm currently attempting to write the last chapter of Magician's Waltz, and the first chapter of Illusionist's Ball at the same time...why? Because one chapter is an ending and one is the begining of the sequel (yes, now you all know the secret project that wasn't really a secret). The problem is, I'm too scared to write the ending since it takes a drastic turn in the way the story is told...and I don't want to lose readers.
*cluck*
I've decided to effectively write two endings, one for those readers who won't be continuing on (and that will occur a scene before the true end), and one for those who will be...which just makes MORE work as I have to write two effective endings, and still have both flow seamlessly as they will be in the same chapter.
I also don't want the story to end, but I know it has to, since this section of their lives is over. I just hate change.
Which brings me to another topic...in what world is it alright for someone to walk into your room, take something, and attempt to sell it?! Mum some how seems to think she can get away with this, just because she's my mother. This is my STUFF, she's selling, my CHILDHOOD in the case of my baseball card.
And yet she doesn't care that she's hurting me, selling my belongings without my permission.
I'm currently attempting to write the last chapter of Magician's Waltz, and the first chapter of Illusionist's Ball at the same time...why? Because one chapter is an ending and one is the begining of the sequel (yes, now you all know the secret project that wasn't really a secret). The problem is, I'm too scared to write the ending since it takes a drastic turn in the way the story is told...and I don't want to lose readers.
*cluck*
I've decided to effectively write two endings, one for those readers who won't be continuing on (and that will occur a scene before the true end), and one for those who will be...which just makes MORE work as I have to write two effective endings, and still have both flow seamlessly as they will be in the same chapter.
I also don't want the story to end, but I know it has to, since this section of their lives is over. I just hate change.
Which brings me to another topic...in what world is it alright for someone to walk into your room, take something, and attempt to sell it?! Mum some how seems to think she can get away with this, just because she's my mother. This is my STUFF, she's selling, my CHILDHOOD in the case of my baseball card.
And yet she doesn't care that she's hurting me, selling my belongings without my permission.
