Still a little weirded out...

[saitaina]

Okay, I make icons, I've made about two hundred of them since starting this gig. I never see them after I'm done with them (unless of course I look at my icon journal)...

So it's REALLY bizare to be reading someone's journal, not related to anything the icon was related to and suddenly see one. I was all 'cute icon' *pause* "that's one of mine!"

Very, very freaky to me (that means people actually LIKE them)

I should make more. *giggles*

Comments

[nekokatechan.livejournal.com]

The icon is yours? I'm sure I've posted something if the icon I was using is one you've made. I always try to leave comments to say I've stolen them... If I haven't then sorry... Heh... Which icon is it?

[saitaina]

Tarot is mine...usually under the name goddessworksi which is my icon journal.

It was just weird to see it in use as I've never had that happen before, and on something unrealated to icons or Yami

Hey...

[prettypixies.livejournal.com]

Wanted to wish you a happy thanksgiving.m Hope it's better then mine. I miss you.

Re: Hey...

[saitaina]

You know...I spent two days LAUGHTING at this post. Seriously.

I would normally welcome back a friend...but for some reason...

You know what Robyn, it's been nearly a year...next time, just don't bother.

See, you taught me something, after all those years of friendship, after Philly and especially after my trip to NY (which you didn't have a part of the lesson there).

I'm tired of begging scraps of affection of everyone who shows me the tiniest bit of niceness.

I'm tired of prostating myself for friendship.

It took me nearly a year to figure out the words to say this, with everyone telling me to just get it over with and move on but see, you WERE my friend for six years...someone I thought had been my best friend.

But time changes us, I guess. I still care for you, but I'm starting not to care what you think.

I've spent this past time at the greatest highs and greatest lows of life. And you weren't there...and I'm okay with that. Because I had friends that were. And it's them I'll continue to turn to, to give strength to, to love and support.

I hope life gets better for you, because no matter what you will have always been a part of my life...but I think you need to really change your life and your attatude and actions regarding people before we can be friends again in any sense.

I spent one month living your life as a silent witness...I got out lucky that it was only one month. The rest of those in your life dont' get that luck.

Seriously girl...friendship and love aren't something you abuse...next time, try learning how to be a friend, before trying.