Combined message: HP reading

[saitaina]

(No actual spoilers except chapter titles (mostly))

(Original Entry: Sad Little obsession)

Time: 12.55am
I feel: Sore

I'm giving up cracking open HP6, after waiting so many years...so that I can talk with my crush.

I suck as an HP fan.

(Original Entry: Reading)

Time: 5.00am
I feel: accomplished

Am reading now so not that bad of a fan. Only delayed reading by an hour, (dude, Pari is so much more imporant then a bloody book...and I so did not just say that. FA's going to FIRE me...okay they're not but still).

I'm up to Silver and Opals (I think, I remember that being the last title I read), although I know the you know what that happens later and the last paragraph (I'm chicken, I read it).

Second I came home after the party (where I and a fellow group of Slytnerins kicked ass in the trivia. We were winning left right and center they actually gave us prizes NOT to awnser questions) I stripped down to my shorts and tank (was wearing this poofy ball gown style skirt and hat and scarf and everything) and jumped...well onto the computer but an hour after that I curled up in bed!

Party rocked, the Slyth girls and I sung "Double Double, Toil and Trouble" loudly. In fact, they played PoA and the minute that came on screen we burst into song so loud we quieted three hundred people down with just our voices.

Honest, mum was there, you can ask her. We started singing and before the choir appeared on screen there was dead silence at the
party except for us and the choir on screen singing. It was soo cool to be watched like that.

One girl glared at us though, no idea what her ish was. We were having fun and most were smiling as they watched us. I kept suggesting we hold mock duels with the Gryffindors but got out voted (though I will point out that via my last name, I was voited defacto leader of the group and they dubbed themselves "Crabbe" and "Goyle". :o) )

I won a prize for my name being Malfoy. :o) Just a temp tatoo for HP but I had fun. I won a bunch of prizes actually, mostly in trivia.

Didn't get the cool prizes like posters or those little stones they handed out later but I got some stuff for that dragons sequel book thingy, a poster and a door hanger. I got a book full of free samples of fantasy books, and tons more HP tatoo's. And a Paper Doll Sprite I can colour in later and dress her up. I think I might put her together
and frame her with my other paper dolls...

When did I start collecting paper dolls? So weird, they just...appear. *shrugs*

And I got book six (duh) and a new manga which I got two dollars back in since I used the discount. So cool.

My feet STILL hurt from standing around for four hours awnsering
Triva, being a goof and singing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and HP songs (and trying to waltz to the main theme of HP...I love dancing to that song for some odd reason).

And yes, Paris, I thought about you...a lot (but I told you that earlier). I'm such a spaz. Every time I saw a boy with black hair (hello, harry potter look alikes everywhere, that was nearly every time I turned
around), I thought about you and what you might be doing.

Okay, now that my extreamly embaressing school girl moment is over...

I had fun! Almost as fun as PoA in NYC (but not as much because NOTHING compares to an HP event with the best of the best...no Alex and Lowell for instance...no Heidi either...which reminds me! I found a fellow FAer there, well, soon to be, she's getting tired of FF.N, AND the FA stuff was a hit! People got their cards andreally listened when I explained FA and the scholorship fund. It was fun, talking to them, no nervousness at all either!

I think I'm making real strides in my opening up to people! I could go up to complete strangers and explain everything and I only tripped over myself once! Plus I'm being more open with my thoughts and feelings via Visage Writers (all thanks to Val and Paris!...and Kel and Suq of course..), plus I'm really feeling comfortable with my thoughts and stuff...

Maybe my fear of judgement and people is lessening, and that would be really cool. I can't thank the HP world enough for what you guys did for that. I mean, New York was the first thing that really opened my eyes and showed me I can stand on my own two feet without needing Mere as a crutch.

Yes I'm still shy at times (I know, sooo diffrent then I am online) and yes I still blush and stammer (especially around certain bunnies) but going there with just Robyn to back me up, then going to an HP event twice, once alone and once with mummy (oh, I forgot to tell you guys! Mummy went to the party! Isn't that cool? She's trying to relate to something that's important to me...granted I accidently ignored her most of the evening but I think she enjoyed watching me get out of this room I've lived in for so long and related to other human beings...), but all of this has showed me I can be my own person. I can be brave and alone and able to express myself, my ideas and simply...be without having a panic attack and flipping out.

It's a long way from the girl I was, years ago, before my head got all messed up, and I don't think I'll ever be her again.

But I like who I am. And I wouldn't change me, or my adventure in life, for anything.

*kiss and hugs*

(Original Entry: Still Reading)

Time: 6.13am
I feel: Bouncy

I just have to say I'm DIGGING this book. Way, way cool. (just past A Very Frosty Christmas *punts a certain Weasley*).

And I'm digging my ships (no, not the slash ones, I actually do have het ships, shock and awe that that is).

8.04am
I feel: distressed

How sick and wrong of me is it to still like TMR? And I will admit now, publicly, that I was wrong in my long standing argument of when V went icky.

I was right with my latest plost in "The End of the Begining" though, two years or so before this book. That makes three nearly correct predictions. Neville, Percy and T.

What the bloody fuck is up with Draco?! Gahhh! *goes off to read more*

9.37am:

That's it then.

I have many thoughts on this book...but most of all...

Just..peace.

Comments

[measi.livejournal.com]

I finished reading it Friday afternoon, thanks to finding a place that didn't understand the copy of "release date."

Quite, quite good. I think it starts to really pick up after "A Very Frosty Christmas."

[saitaina]

Oh quite. I'm up to the six or seven you know whats its. I'm just taking a smoke break before diving back in.

[yellowhorde.livejournal.com]

Wow, sounds like you had some real fun there. I'm glad to hear it.

I was going to attend the HP party at the Westroads Mall last night but my sister called around 8ish and wanted me to babysit. As usual, I put away my wants and desires to accomidate someone else, so no party for me. :sigh: So I'll probably have to wait until Sunday (more likely Monday) to get my copy of the book.

I can't wait~!

But hearing your descriptions of your party was fun and almost as good as going myself. (almost) But I still wish I had gone. Maybe next time? :crosses fingers:

[saitaina]

Hopefully you can, especially since it's book seven and the end. :o)

I hope you enjoy your read. I'm finding it good but I've heard others hate it so...never know. :o)

[justblieve.livejournal.com]

Aha! It is I, one of your Slytherin compadres from last night! :D OMG that was too much fun, but I definately have no voice today XD

[saitaina]

Hey darling. It was fun. Ugh, I feel hung over. I didn't finish reading till 9am, got to bed at ten and still dont' wanna get up.

[justblieve.livejournal.com]

I fell asleep for a few hours around 7 unexpectedly (I had only wanted to sleep for like.. a half hour) but I'm still SOTIRED. Got major eye strain from reading so much *snorts* At least the computer is not fuzzy anymore.

[saitaina]

Did you see the paper? I have an urge to AK a certain Slyth and Gryff we know. *grumpy face*

[justblieve.livejournal.com]

I did, and I was actually standing right there with him, but because of the angle he took the pic you can't seem me. Figures out of the tons of pics he took us buying our books and then freaking out with them out in the mall he'd pic the one that I'm not in XP Cora got interview as well. She said the reporter dude had asked where I went, but I had left by then cause when he said he wanted to call and see if he could interview us, he couldn't get ahold of his supervisor.

[saitaina]

Pth.Shoulda been ONLY us. *nod, nod*

[http://users.livejournal.com/lost_complex_/]

Aw, you thought about me? And there I was alone in VixXxen's bedroom, useless and drunk in the dark. I want to go to a Harry Potter party, even if no one likes me because I don't know anything about the books (having only read the one in the library between Biology and Public Speaking)...

But, like the gypsy lady told me last night when she read my cards... I'M FUN!

I'm glad you had fun. And I'm glad you got something you wanted.

[saitaina]

You can come with me to the next one. And no one would hate you, bunny. :o)

By the way, I'm sooo loving the music you recomended me. You are a boy of AWSOME taste.

[http://users.livejournal.com/lost_complex_/]

I'm the music man, you know.

...

If I said that in real life, I'd have winked. But, I can't wink over a computer. Oh well.

[saitaina]

I'll imagine the wink, darling. actually I think you could make a winky face. ;o)

Althought that looks more devious then winky...

*shrugs*

[http://users.livejournal.com/lost_complex_/]

I can be devious. I'm good at devious. You should see my devious.

I could have went all ;) but that's so lame, and it doesn't look a THING like me. My eyes aren't that close together.

[saitaina]

I hope your eyelashes aren't that curly either. :o)

Devious is good, I would like to see your devious.

[http://users.livejournal.com/lost_complex_/]

It would be funny if I told you right now that my penis is named devious.

[saitaina]

That would be funny.

...is it really?