saitaina | ...

I have decided I'm closing down this journal, cutting myself off from the internet and leaving behind everything...it's just too difficult to endure the pain anymore.

and if you seriously belived that, you need your head checked.

as of this day, three hours, one month and ten years ago (so shoot me, I missed a month), Thoughts From the Edge of Oblivion (the journal you are currently reading in-case titles escape you), turned ten years old.

Yes, I have been writing here for over a decade.

Ten. Fucking. Years.

I never thought I'd make it to this moment. *basks*

So everyone, read, enjoy, throw a party, and laugh at the first entry ever posted (besides the back dated ones from my paper journal, those start with December 31st, 1999). You can find that said entry here for your convinence.

Thanks to all who have read/visited/stared in horror these past years. You know I love you all and I wouldn't have made it through without your care and support.

and huge hugs to Mary, John Walton (he who gave me the invite code for this journal in the first place), Robyn, Eternal, Sheryll and Redina (who decorates my userinfo page with wonderful gifts).

Here's to another ten years of drama, chaos and childish ranting. *grins*