saitaina | I miss...

I miss long summer days, Yuki Eiri and Valley...and spending hours trying to write something that isn't utter garbage that will get the juices flowing on both sides.

I miss flirting with Bunny and that small smile I wore for hours after.

I miss long winter nights, twisting chaos with Mary from every bizzare fandom we choose...and not caring that our chracters were Mary Sues or Gary Stues for once...because they were ours and we loved them (and I especivlly miss Robyn Hood, Spynet, BTVS and HP's chaos).

I miss TCG's that didn't close in a month and having something worth the time put into it. I miss Sweet Temptation, Bon appetite, Delish, and Shining.

I miss Robyn and three generations of Moricia's switching husbands/girlfriends/whatever's faster then I switch my socks.0

I miss role-plays that weren't about inner cliques and being better then anyone else (or even in character sometimes). I miss writing just for the sake of writing, and the joy that came from a good soap opera style plot twist.

I miss Wendy and the love of crack Palps.

I miss iconing being fun.

I miss the days when life was a joy, conversations were plentiful, friends were always around and my life wasn't an endless, mindless, bland palette of days that all look alike and bordom is a constant ally.

Why does life have to change, when it was so good?