College and Medicine in general suck

[saitaina]

...when I have more appeals, applications for appeals, hearing notes, medical charts and sheer evidence for two seperate entities on my screen then actual enjoyable, for fun writing or...well, anything else...

I have to wonder why the fuck I'm going through all the effort and if it's worth being this stressed out in the end when I could just give up and get back to life as I knew it.