This...sucks.
Nov. 19th, 2003 10:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
saitainaAll right, Cigs are gone, ashtrays hidden, candy ready. Tomorrow is the Great American Smoke out and this time...I will quit.
This will be my non smoking diary so prepare for rants and raves and a lot of bitching as we take this journey together. Oh gods I already have a headache. Proof that withdrawal is all in your head.
1.15am: Okay, I have now reached for my pack of cigs (which are, by the way, torn into little bity pieces and in a dumpster soaking wet) twice in a row, without even thinking about it. Geeze you would think when I resoved to quit it would last longer then a few hours...my body had betrayed me, no more candy for it.
4.35am: Alright, I caved. I had the last ciggerette in my house. And yes, I could attempt to rationalize it and say that it was a celebratory ciggy, the last one I would ever smoke...but no. I slipped. And it's going to make tomorrow that much harder, but I'll do it.
This will be my non smoking diary so prepare for rants and raves and a lot of bitching as we take this journey together. Oh gods I already have a headache. Proof that withdrawal is all in your head.
1.15am: Okay, I have now reached for my pack of cigs (which are, by the way, torn into little bity pieces and in a dumpster soaking wet) twice in a row, without even thinking about it. Geeze you would think when I resoved to quit it would last longer then a few hours...my body had betrayed me, no more candy for it.
4.35am: Alright, I caved. I had the last ciggerette in my house. And yes, I could attempt to rationalize it and say that it was a celebratory ciggy, the last one I would ever smoke...but no. I slipped. And it's going to make tomorrow that much harder, but I'll do it.
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Date: 2003-11-20 02:15 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 03:42 am (UTC)(Look at me, though...I can't keep a diet to save my life)
But you can do it!
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Date: 2003-11-20 04:37 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 05:02 am (UTC)Alright then...you can *still* do it!
You going cold turkey? Or you using like one of them patchy things?
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Date: 2003-11-20 05:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 04:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 04:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 06:14 am (UTC)You can still do it, even if you did take a small step backwards. Going cold turkey is damned hard, but you have to keep slogging onwards and not just give up totally because you had one. That's the way to do it. Good luck!
Hailey
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Date: 2003-11-20 06:43 am (UTC)