saitaina | *raises eyebrow*

Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

I was on the phone with Sheryll the other day (which by the way darling, I am SOOO sorry, my phone sucks and died on us.*glares at phone*) and I realized…this fandom is out of it’s bloody tree.

Honestly!

I am so glad that I am so far down the totem pole that none of this effects me and I can continue living in the land of I Don’t Give a Fuck. I heard stories about my friends that just left me gaping. I never knew there were so many sides to you people. I still love you all but still. Hillarious actually.

I think I’ve got the final tally in for who I still have as friends after The Revolution (proper name Sheryll, *pth*) and the rest and to those who I’ve lost, all I gotta say is “Tough Luck” (wasn’t actually what I wanted to say but…). I’m tired of waiting around for people to get their heads out of their arse and realize that ythey lost something cool. I grieved, I moved on, I’m back to work writing, moding and kicking ass.

This goes for outside the fandom as well. I can’t belive I’ve been such an idiot and bitch to one of my friends. I confess it. I was a complete arse to her and I’m hoping she can forgive me for being a deluded fool. It took a hard fall to realize that I had the best friendship I could hope for right in front of me and I threw it away for a loser who so wasn’t worth my time. Added to that I’ve blown off another friend whom I just recently got re-aquainted with and realized she’s still cool…even if we argue over everything.

So yeah, times change, you adjust, you realize you’ve been a complete jack ass to some and used by others. I’m going to take a moment to hug my old friends, my new friends and the friends that I treated like shit (both of whom are probably reading this, knowing them). Love you all and the rest can go suck on a pumpkin.