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I don't know what happened...I was doing so well this morning and now it hurts so bad, I want to cry but can't, I want to scream but my roomate would probably freak out.

I want my mommy back!

Whenever I used to be this upset, I would crawl into bed with her and just hold her...but I don't think the funeral home will let me crawl into their freezer.

I wish...

I had someone who could come here and help me take care of all this because I have no one, the family is just brushing me off and I'm so lost as to what I'm supposed to be doing.

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The roomate just stormed out because I asked his mother to leave so I could get some sleep (she was cleaning the house for me and the stress of constant questions was getting to me).

Apparently, telling him that if he had a problem with me trying to be safe and calm down, that he could use the door...

Now I'm alone and can't stop crying.