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Originally published at Memoirs of a Nobody. You can comment here or there.

So the cat scan results came back, and I’m…

Perfetly fine! *bursts into sobs* They still can’t find a damn thing wrong with me and on my end, the only thing keeping me from being in constant pain is a cocktail of Vicodin, anti-nausia drugs and the occasional sleeping pill.

This is REALLY starting to piss me off.

So I’m stuck weak and in bed, and mum’s having to deal nt only with occassionally taking care of me when I’m having a really bad day, but taking care of grandmere whose Kidney failure has progressed to where she’s been in the hospital for two visits in three weeks (she got out a few days ago but the night before last we got a call from her at 3.30am, asking mum where Grandpere was….Grandpere died almost two years ago).

I just wish I wasn’t so weak. I wish for at least one day, I had the strength and energy to get out of bed and work on this house to take stress of mum. Anyone know of any ways to get energy or to overcome weakness from being sick? I’m going to buy me some caffine soon, but I’m wondering if there’s any other methods.