Oh my god....

[saitaina]

I used to pride myself on being able to read anything (weither or not I found it disturbing), I mean come on, I've read Dobby/Golium porn...hell I've read Winnie the Pooh porn (and it doesn't get more disturbing then that...not even Beast/Belle non-con tops it)

But...

This just make me sick...literally.

I'm not big on taboo's, I will read and write almost anything (with a very short list of NO WAY IN HELL), but I think I just found something I would rather slit my throat then look at ever again.

Vore is officially my new taboo.

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[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

your link didn't work.
and maybe thats a good thing? cause you do have pretty weird taste...no offence...
but I guess that it's something 'literally' getting eatin while they are being fucked?

[saitaina]

Actually, the link does work, you just have to be a member of the site to view the content.

And I so do not have weird tastes. Incest, polyamoury, gay boys, light s/m and bondage, blood play (specificially in vampires), one I won't mention here but it pops up from time to time in writing...these are actually pretty normal sexual kinks to read and write.

But yes, LITERALLY being eaten during sex, and not in the good vampiric way (hey, vampires feeding during sex is hot...anything else, not so much), is rather nausia inducing. I can safely say 'vore' will never appear in one of my stories nor will I read it again *looks green*

And to completely distract myself from the mental images I just got (again...ew), you'll be relieved to know my most kinktastic story might not be continued. I have one more chapter of "Faded Roses" to write before I decide if I'm walking away or not. It was a crack fic, something stupid and er...stupid but now it's gone all serious and actual story and I'm not sure I can keep writing it as such (because it IS a rather out there piece of fiction, and taken as a 'real' story, it's just bad writing).

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

mmm...*note to self; if someone mentions 'vore': run.
and you DO have weird taste. Evidence A: 'Faded Roses"... I think...
Conan likes Dad, so fucks lookalike son.
Son loves-Dad? and therefore fucks-Conan?
Dad goes loli/odie/electra and kisses son? in non 'father-son way!?'
and poor Sagu-chan is on Tatooine in a galaxy far far away
...maybe thats just me...perhaps it's not weird at all

[saitaina]

Re: Faded Roses: Yes, most of Faded Roses revolves around incest and narcassism (they all look alike, it says something more about the fact they're screwing someone who looks like themselves then the original object of their desire), which again, isn't that weird.

Conan (Shinichi)/Kid in most cases is nothing better then twincest, weither they're related or not. A little hairgel and canon Kid looks like Shinichi...yet it's one of the most popular m/m pairings in the fandom.

And Saguru isn't oblivios, as the next chapter proves, he's just denying his husband is cheating on him...typical response in the cheated on spouse.

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

he denies that his husband i cheating on him with there m-preg son...
okay...i suppose because i live in kentucky, they shun incest, so i've been raised that thats wrong.
maybe its just the differnt places in the world...whatev...*gives up*

[saitaina]

Incest being 'wrong' is a recent invention. Most cultures in history have incest in their past (and often recent past). And yes, there are serious ramifications if a child is concived of the union, but the story in question refers to three men, no chance of children. *grins*

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

but one IS a child.
doesnt that count for something?

[saitaina]

*blinks* but the only child in the story is Mika whose not inovled...

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

WHAT?
what about whatshisface!? TOICHI! hes the son of kaito aint he?
if he aint, well then...i'm talking about another story entirely

[saitaina]

Toichi is the son of Kaito, yes, but he's not a child, he's above age.

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

....they have 23 of the same chromosomes!

[saitaina]

Oh, I thought you were bitching about age.

Yes, again, its incest.

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

no just incest.
sorry about the bitching.
ive been unbelievblly frustrated/god awefully stressed the last couple of days.
i hate college prep

[saitaina]

Its quite alright.

Hopefully I'll get the next chapter of IB out soon so you have something to distract yourself with *grins*

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

yeah...thanks...i wish i could write now...:(

[saitaina]

At this moment...so do I. *headdesk*

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

well, my reason is time
yours?

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well, my reason is time
yours?
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XD
i kid

[saitaina]

More like being sick and then suffering craptacular writing when I do get a chance to write. I have to re-edit an IB scene because the conversation regarding Akako and Conan is so inane. Kid, Kaito and Saguru sound like teenage girls gossiping instead of three guys sharing inf...okay, three guys gossiping.

This good: Which was why, on a cold, windy October morning, the pair were cuddled under a large pink blanket by the parlour fireplace, watching a couple across the room, looking away only when the front door opened admitting Kaito, who had rented the van for the week.

"Saguru, your chariot..." he trailed off, staring at the pair all but crushed against the door to the kitchen, eating each other from the mouth down. "How long have they been going at it?" he asked, tilting his head to inspect the pair better.

Conan glanced at his wrist watch, snorting. "Five minutes," he muttered, before turning his attention to watching the flames in the fireplace, bored with the couple making out far too early in the morning.

Akako smiled down at Conan and pulled him in closer to her body, wrapping an arm around the boy.

Kaito rolled his eyes and moved over to the pair, staring at them for a moment before sliding his hand between their mouthes when they paused to re-adjust their angle. He used this hand to push Kid back, interjecting himself between the two before turning to Saguru, ignoring Kid, who was glaring at his back. "It's time to go to work, unless you're investigating what Kid's tonsils are like by feel."

This bad: Saguru smiled, brushing his fingers through Kaito's hair. "I have to work that day, so it would be best if I go alone, that way I don't stand anyone up if something comes up." Saguru said before rolling his head towards Kid. "Unless you want to be my date."

"Na, I'll probably bribe Akako into going with me. She needs some wholesome fun in her life, especially after breaking up with Aoko."

"She has been rather down, hasn't she? Think we should set her up with someone?" Kaito asked, scratching his nose before snuggling more against Saguru.

"Na, I think she's working on that already." Kid said with a small, soft smile on his face.

"Oh really, who?" Saguru asked, looking up at his lover, raising an eyebrow at that smile on Kaito's face.

Kid smiled at Saguru and leaned in, kissing him deeply. "You'll find out soon enough, Saguru-chan."

[goldfishlover73.livejournal.com]

hmmm...i have no idea what they are talking about.
but okay! ^_^ Kaito is comical! you improved my day. and its 10.30 pm.
thank you!

[saitaina]

In the first one...well, Kaito, Conan and Akako are pretty much watching Kid/Saguru make out.

In the second one they're talking about their dates to a Halloween Party (Kaito's taking Aoko, Saguru's going stag and Kid's taking Akako, Conan has not mentioned it yet but he's not going) as well as who Akako's new crush is.

More funny: "So why exactly are we here?" Conan asked around the sucker in his mouth, looking up at his brother next to him before looking at the sea of brightly coloured bras and panties. He titled his head, examining one of the mannequins absently wondering how a woman even put the article of clothing displayed on, before looking back at Kid.

"New clothes," Kid said, rolling his own sucker around his mouth.

"For?"

"My sister Kidoko," Kid said with a smirk before taking Conan's hand and venturing deeper into the land of sheer clothing, examining various racks, unsure of what exactly he wanted.

Conan blinked for a moment before shrugging and turning to look through the racks of clothing, stifling giggles over the material he was...fondling. "What about this one, onii-chan? It's nice and bright!" Conan said, holding up a fire engine red thing that was more straps then cloth.

Kid turned to look, examining the object, stroking his chin as he did. "She's more fond of white and blue," he said evenly before returning to his examination.

The salesclerk that was discreetly following them looked rather horrified at the idea Kid was having an eight-year-old help him pick out women's underwear, wondering if she should call children's services on this pervert.

Conan shrugged and put the outfit back onto the rack and sorted through the clothes again before holding up something else. "What about this? It's white."

"I think the word you're looking for is 'clear'," Kid said, taking the hanger from Conan and examining it. "I like it, she'd kill me."

Conan snickered and hung the article back up, humming to himself as he wondered off to search another location, Kid following after a moment, the thief frowning as if he was losing hope of finding something to match his new clothes. He grinned, spotting two pairs of underwear that interested him, holding them out to Conan. "Thong or non-thong, pick one, ototo-chan."

"Ow, mental image," Conan said dryly before pointing to the non-thong.

"Alright, cute and innocent little panties for Kidoko and g-string for Akako."

"Akako-chan likes dark red. Get the scarlet and black lace one. That's close enough, right?" Conan gave Kid his best 'aren't I charming and innocent' look, causing Kid to snort, picking up the one Conan selected.

"I think we should have a talk about you knowing what sort of underwear your girlfriend prefers."

Conan stuck out his tounge, not commenting on Kid knowing Akako's size. "She's not my girlfriend."

"Yet." Kid interrupted.

"Yet. And she has black lace panties, so the bright red has to be okay too."

Kid smirked, ruffling Conan's hair, ignoring the boy's protests. "If she's not your girlfriend yet, then how do you know what sort of panties she wears? I'm not one to judge your perversions." Kid held up a men's white g-string, snickering. "Think I could get a magnifying glass put on these?"

"Short skirts, plus a short me, plus a breeze, well, that and you keep flaking on the laundry." Conan muttered, pushing his glasses up his nose.

"I do not 'flake'." Kid said, his nose rising into the air slightly. "I see no purpose in doing everyone else's laundry when I have to dry clean all of mine." He then blushed slightly, hiding it by examining a black lace bra. "Besides...I don't know how to work the washing machine."

Conan snorted, a bit of a smile curling up the edge of his lips. "Suuure." He decided to change the subject, focusing on the thong still clutched in Kid's left hand. "Do I want to know why and where you want to add a magnifying glass to that?"