Right now, all I need is hope, and amazingly I've got that in the form of my grandmother who has Stage 5 kidney failure...and has fhhor the past five or so years.
...it's hard though, and I try desperately not to think about it...but in not thinking about it, I can't think about much else either (can't write, can't do school work...I just...sit here).
The only good thing...I'm a bit closer to my characters in my DCMK death stories.
I'll keep this info handy in case I completely loose it and need someone to talk to.
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Date: 2010-02-26 04:50 pm (UTC)...it's hard though, and I try desperately not to think about it...but in not thinking about it, I can't think about much else either (can't write, can't do school work...I just...sit here).
The only good thing...I'm a bit closer to my characters in my DCMK death stories.
I'll keep this info handy in case I completely loose it and need someone to talk to.