![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
Bad night last night.
Between the sudden and rather random gas bubble (hate that, I would love to know why my body can't process gas w/out extreme pain), worry about the lawyer, worry about the up-coming confrontation with the current home healthcare worker (and later, worry about tomorrow's doctor's appointment), I just could NOT get to sleep, so now I have to meet with both the HCW and the lawyer hopped up on provigil and hoping I'm concious and speaking some semblence of English (I slur when tired).
Blood results finally (!) came back, thyroid is fine, but I'm severely deficent in Vitamin D. Lovely.
I'm still in the whole Good News, Bad News, Bad News cycle of life. Five bucks says doc won't give me an anti-anxiety script OR refill my sleeping pills.
Good point of this morning, the mountains behind the house are doing their fairy-tale look again (all cute and foggy), makes me smile.
Between the sudden and rather random gas bubble (hate that, I would love to know why my body can't process gas w/out extreme pain), worry about the lawyer, worry about the up-coming confrontation with the current home healthcare worker (and later, worry about tomorrow's doctor's appointment), I just could NOT get to sleep, so now I have to meet with both the HCW and the lawyer hopped up on provigil and hoping I'm concious and speaking some semblence of English (I slur when tired).
Blood results finally (!) came back, thyroid is fine, but I'm severely deficent in Vitamin D. Lovely.
I'm still in the whole Good News, Bad News, Bad News cycle of life. Five bucks says doc won't give me an anti-anxiety script OR refill my sleeping pills.
Good point of this morning, the mountains behind the house are doing their fairy-tale look again (all cute and foggy), makes me smile.
