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Shitty Day Round-Up
1. I had to surrender Snowball (the formerly new kitten) to an animal shelter for reasons I'm not getting into.
2. My Social Security is now up for review and this is the first time I've had to fill out the forms on my own (mum always did it for me). I have no idea what I'm doing and can't think because I'm terrified out of my mind I'm going to lose.
3. A notice that foreclosure on my house is iminent...imentent...coming soon arrived. They haven't 'officially' declared forclosure proceedings, but it's coming up fast. Cue panic attacks because I thought I'd have a bit more time (though they have given me ten months so basically I'm a dumbass).
4. Shortcake (the eldest cat) is missing and has been since I brought Snowball home. I've looked everywhere and can't find him...I'm afraid I lost him perminently.
5. I bought a pack of ciggerettes instead of quiting.
6. My Medicare is changing my plan, thus INCREASING what I have to pay to them out of pocket.
7. I had a severe crisis today and couldn't get a hold of anyone to talk to...luckily I made it through it with no ill effects, but it was scary.
So basically I spent most of the day crying, panicking, screaming, or suicidal (I no longer am...I think)...how was your day?
*falls face first into laptop*
2. My Social Security is now up for review and this is the first time I've had to fill out the forms on my own (mum always did it for me). I have no idea what I'm doing and can't think because I'm terrified out of my mind I'm going to lose.
3. A notice that foreclosure on my house is iminent...imentent...coming soon arrived. They haven't 'officially' declared forclosure proceedings, but it's coming up fast. Cue panic attacks because I thought I'd have a bit more time (though they have given me ten months so basically I'm a dumbass).
4. Shortcake (the eldest cat) is missing and has been since I brought Snowball home. I've looked everywhere and can't find him...I'm afraid I lost him perminently.
5. I bought a pack of ciggerettes instead of quiting.
6. My Medicare is changing my plan, thus INCREASING what I have to pay to them out of pocket.
7. I had a severe crisis today and couldn't get a hold of anyone to talk to...luckily I made it through it with no ill effects, but it was scary.
So basically I spent most of the day crying, panicking, screaming, or suicidal (I no longer am...I think)...how was your day?
*falls face first into laptop*
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I want you to know I am ALWAYS an email away if you need to talk to someone. The days Paul works I am sometimes up as late as 2 or 3 am my time since he works late and doesn't drive. I know things have to be so hard right now, but your not alone.
Robyn