Right now, all I need is hope, and amazingly I've got that in the form of my grandmother who has Stage 5 kidney failure...and has fhhor the past five or so years.
...it's hard though, and I try desperately not to think about it...but in not thinking about it, I can't think about much else either (can't write, can't do school work...I just...sit here).
The only good thing...I'm a bit closer to my characters in my DCMK death stories.
I'll keep this info handy in case I completely loose it and need someone to talk to.
I forgot to mention, when I'm on as Phntqueen, I'm usually hiding. If you want to talk, just poke me. I'll answer. If the heitech name's not on, I'm more than likely on as phntqueen.
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...it's hard though, and I try desperately not to think about it...but in not thinking about it, I can't think about much else either (can't write, can't do school work...I just...sit here).
The only good thing...I'm a bit closer to my characters in my DCMK death stories.
I'll keep this info handy in case I completely loose it and need someone to talk to.
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